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NJNY MY Home5/5/2008 A yearIs this the first crap in a year? Pob yes. I don't know why we have to write them, but I know i like those gold stars flashing after MSN name. Long time has passes, and no matter just feel obligied or really want to I write down this one. Life is a straight line, with a start and an end. It is comprises with numerous cycles, hit, fall, trapped, escape, survive, retrived. Like business cycles, there are always peaks and troughs. A line does not means it is an one way direction. You can jump from one locaiton back to some point just like gene. Make a leap, and make some change. Everything is replacalbe. 12/28/2007 suddenly, i feel to be held by or embrace somebody or something...This is an intense feeling, which source I cannot comprehend. It might derived from the shame of missing the chance to go back this winter and the concerning health situation at home. I am reading Haruri's "The Wind-up Bird Chronicle" recently, and he remains to be my favorite writers in the past few years. Sometimes, the deepest fear arouses when you read the calm and depreesing depicts in his book. There are too many his thoughts that I fail to understand or share, but it's seems not a big deal for how much we really have to know or really can touch to the core of ourselves and those who supposed to be so close to us. If that's the case, I thought, than any searches with the cost of peeling oneself to the core, like remove the layer of banana, and consistantly stinging others in order to grope the truth would end in vain. What makes him so important to me and what makes me so crutial in his life when neither of us have ever seen the real us? There is a hollow inside my body, and any identities of myself is little by little pass throught it to some remote distorted space, which even me cannot grasp. I suddenly want to be held by somebody or something, and I want to embrace somebody or something because comforts are brought by either the empathy of the touch of two husks or the pulling-out to each other from the others hollow that visulized yourself and himself to both of you.
The end of the year, I am so thankful for all the people I know. If I owe you, I know. If you owe me, I forget. That's how I love you all. I'll gradually pay you back, but it's hard to pay you off since I always want a certain degree of connections between us.
Merry X'mas and Happy New Year. 9/1/2007 Fist week in BCAunt said that once you got into BC you could experience what is a real US university. I knew that's true when she told me but never as tangible as after I went through the first week here. The two orientations were awesome. Skits were so funny while the speeches was not boring. Talking with professors impressed me in their knowledge and humor. With just a sketch, they came up with tones of amazing stories. The first football game in my life really heat me up. I could never imagine I could really enjoy the game which some people think are crucial. And we won. BC is considered as the third fittest campus in the US. Girls here are so slim which I cannot understand. After this week, I really know the reason. Busy life is the key. Grab an apple if you have no time for the long line. You will feel awkward eating a Brownie while all the others are eating salad and fruit. Food here is expensive so you really have to keep an eye on the budget. During the 4 hours football game, you are supposed to be standing. I am living on lower campus that I have to climb 50-60 stairs everyday to go to the classes. I am undergoing the pain of being ignored. But my roomie said she went through this too. Hope everything will be better in two months as she said. No tears... My lovely RA, Alex and 2nd RA Mellisa are so nice.....love them. 8/17/2007 Courses 2008 FallFinancial Accounting
European history( with disscussion group)
Statistic
Business Law
Microeconomics
2/18/2007 I am not a lazy guy...but i think i just do not have the habbit to write down everything. I have get used to torture my brain....and i know one day it will shut down and screw up me.
I am going to apply my SSN...finally, but not too late. I am volunteering in some lab and messed up samples because i forgot to label the test tubes...finally, but not the end.
A lot of paper work to be done....I have to sleep now.
Happy New Year. Gradually, responsibility grows up faster than me...New year, old me at least some part. Because i cannot forget them,and i should not ignore them.
I hope i can gain as much as i can except my weight...NJNY 11/30/2006 X'mas seasonHearing there would be the tree lighting ceremony in Rockefeller Center, i made a sudden decision to take a look with two friends. The second time that other people walked for you. The lighting of the huge X'mas tree there is the simbol of the begining of the X'mas season. Dark city was lighted up by all the neon, the spirits of the dark begin to dance...Standing in a distace looking at that tress, i felt it was as lony as me...Anyway...an other night in the NYC, not that bad!
Falling in love with that unique tree... 8/18/2006 Care or just a serious game?!Yesterday, among stack of bills and advertisements, I picked out a little special letter with our adress and name written by hands but not typer. It was such a delicate envelop that made people can not help thinking about something cherrful would happen. I past it to aunt asking her what kind of letter is because it cound't be the rubbish coupons. She took a glimps and told me to open it, seeing whether it is a weeding ceremony invitation! Then I noticed the nice stamp in which was the scene from the tale of "The beast and beauty". Aunt was right,the only card in it was a very personal invitation, some sweet words recapitulateing the event and date and a leisure photo of the couple, perhaps taking in an amusement park. "Do you want to attend their wedding?" asked aunt,"Oh,yeah...", I stopped as I just see the date " May 27th,2007". I gave her the affirmative reply but curious about such advance remind of the wedding. " That is common procedure Ameicans running it. Couple who deceide to marry each other never cease talking about the preparation of the wedding in one year or even two. They need to book the site for the ceremony, buy house,..., of couse including checking the number of the guests. You are interested in it, don't you? I will answer them soon saying that we two will come then. It almost the biggest affair in one's life."
"But the divoce is so easy handlling." aunt plused and went away. People may work so hard to save money for the wedding, sparing more than one year scheme for the ceremony, years later or even months, they just spend two days to break up. Is love so fragile and worthless? Is marriage just a serious game but not mean more care and progressive? 8/5/2006 anthetic lifeI ate up the whole sugared, on which were sporadics strawberry dices, iceream cone. Walking along the street with aunt and uncle, I saw kinds of expectations flowing in the air. Vicious eyes leering for fun while others being zest for peace , they soaked deeply in night, as if darkness was the ambiguous self-consciousness safe shelter.
Involuntarily, I had beem osmosed by stary night.
Effusively, I smell, finding sweetily satisfactory in my breath.
What a real life! 8/1/2006 USA的第一篇I almost lost all the enthusiam in writing on the space! Everthing here is so fancing but seem no big particular feeling. I dreaming house with front yard and back yard in which full of green, trees, grass and moss. Cat Mi-mi looks so cute but still stand off me. At least he sometimes follow my hint and come to smell my hand, which leads a expectant relationship between us.
周末和姨夫去抓螃蟹，哈哈，很好玩的，两个终点，我和姨夫在船上catched12只，至于公公（姨夫的爸爸）在桥上钓了60有余阿（有30只不和尺寸给扔回去了，否则要是发现了一只fine 500$).吃的相当的好，上等coffee, tuna sandwich,salad,selsom,sweety cherry, blueberry, pancake, cereal,crab,cookies...
环境好的没法说，有足够多的动物可以看（姨夫的宝贝aquruim tank has enormous coral reefs---10 thouand$)
海边很热闹，NJ在夏天是旅游胜地，人丁兴旺！
I do not want to say to much! Waiting for photoes! 7/13/2006 Hanging about in Nanjing睡到十点多才起，象征性的写了英文作文（还没有写完），然后和匆匆打的到Tacos（某西餐厅）和沈MM吃饭，好久没有看见同学了，沈MM仗着630的高分，竟然去了同济学编导，真是没有想到的事情，不过也是个很好的归宿吧！ 每次放学回家，路过Tacos我都会和沈MM介绍这家店（虽然那时我一次也没有进去过），今天和她面对着坐着，唏嘘，可能是走前最后一次见面了，下次，就真的没法预测了...我们一人叫了份芒果布丁，外加两道so called“开胃菜”，就填饱肚子了，到美国吃饭，看来菜单不用翻过第二页了～
Tacos～南师大～先锋书店～Starbucks～金鹰～新城市广场“Pirateship”。That's all my afternoon. I picked up a <Western History> and bought a ring.
下午跑了不少路，晚上不跑了！好没意义的一篇流水帐，拿来搪塞一下吧！ something
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